You sit alone & think that why we come in this world?
What is the goal of this life?
You see everything which is made by Allah is doing its duty very nicely. Sky, earth, sun, moon, trees, birds, plants, flowers & fruits. They are all made for us & why we are here? To do our work in time with full concentration, zeal & honesty.
Do not waste time. Do not indulge yourself in such things that we disobey our Lord. Two angels are sitting with you to write everything what you do.
I hope it will help you.